….saith the Lord. Amen. I remember being so full of rage that I couldn’t sleep. I was so furious at what was being done not only to me but to my children. That part was actually the worst one. You wanna mess with me fine, I’m a big girl and I was finally waking up … Continue reading Vengeance is mine…
I want to wear black. Everyday. Because there is no color right now in my life. And I want to cover my head and throw ashes on it. I want everyone who sees me to know that my life is not OK in any way, that it has been forever altered and that a … Continue reading Permission to grieve
Today is such a significant day for so many in our country. Even for people who did not personally know someone in those two towers or planes, we all lost something that day and our country was changed forever. A few years ago I travelled to NYC with my sister to visit ground zero and … Continue reading Where the true battle lies
It hurts. Wounds by a loved one can feel like an arrow to the heart. Acknowledge the wound but don’t stay there…there is a way to freedom and healing and empowerment even after a devastating hurt! Continue reading Pull out the arrow and move on!
We vow that it will never happen again and in order to protect ourselves we can sometimes end up taking measures that in the long run, ain’t so pretty. Continue reading I’m gonna harden my heart
Our kids can be the source of such joy but also of deep pain. When they move on… without us… how do we cope? Continue reading They don’t love me anymore